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...and I saw myself, as it were, as a shadow knelt before the throne of God. Knelt before Him in humility and submission.  My heart desiring to be totally consumed by His glory.  And as I watched  - the shadow of my "self" began to flow and to spread - creating a large scroll unrolled before the Lord.  I knew as I looked at it - though I could see no writing - that it was His plan for my life, spread out before Him.  Upon that scroll He had written everything about me - who I am, what I would become - As quickly as I saw the scroll and realized what it was, I began to roll it - I picked the scroll up and placed it into the Father's hands.  Returning to Him the life He had given to me.  My desire is not to own the plan or to modify the plan - but to lay the plan back in the hands of the Master Architect.  My heart is full of His wonder and glory - my heart seeks only to follow His plan for my life. To accomplish all that He desires and requires from me.

To leave that place, before the throne is almost painful. I have to force myself to come away. But I will return - for Father never denies my desire to 'visit' with Him.   Leaving this time I look forward with great anticipation to the next time.

When I saw him, I fell at his feet as though dead. Then he placed his right hand on me and said: "Do not be afraid. I am the First and the Last. (Rev. 1:17)

May the God of peace, who through the blood of the eternal covenant brought back from the dead our Lord Jesus, that great Shepherd of the sheep, equip you with everything good for doing his will, and may he work in us what is pleasing to him, through Jesus Christ, to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen. (Hebrews 13:20-21)

Give the 'scroll' of your live back to Him.   Let Him have total control - expect guidance, expect wisdom, expect understanding.   Expect God to move in your life.  Expect Him to work in your life and to make a way for you.

 
Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert. (Isaiah 43:19)

There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it. (1 Cor. 10:13)